Showing posts with label Oxford University. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Oxford University. Show all posts

Monday, October 26, 2015

Magdalen Cloisters

Reminiscing about the rainy visit I made to Magdalen College...

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"Even Oxford's infrastructure was conducive to contemplation, revelation. Its walls seemed infused with mystery... It was tempting to think that resting my head against its stony chest would betray a heartbeat, or by putting my ear to this shell, I could hear the distant but undeniable advancing and then retreating of whispered wisdom." - Carolyn Weber



"The spirit of the elder days found a dwelling here, and we delighted to trace its footsteps." - Mary Shelley on Oxford



"I tended, indeed, to feel that God Himself dwelt in Oxford, His holy city, where He could hear the bells." - Sheldon Vanauken

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All photos courtesy of Cami :)

Monday, October 21, 2013

31 Days of Books: A Severe Mercy

Title:  A Severe Mercy

Author:  Sheldon Vanauken

Published: 1977

Year I read it:  2012

One sentence summary:  Vanauken's autobiographical narrative of the deep love he and his wife developed; their adventures all around the world, leading them to Oxford; their journey into faith, with the help of Oxfordian friend, "Jack" Lewis; and of their loss, the severe mercy.

Interesting fact:  It contains 18 of Vanauken's letters from C. S. Lewis.

Three reasons to read it:

  • This is honest-to-goodness one of the best love stories I've ever read!  The depth, the romance produced from self-sacrifice (and common love for literature), is just astounding.  And it's so refreshing to hear a romance from the man's perspective!  Loved that beginning.
  • Oxford!  This book captures Oxford of the '50's - which really hasn't changed much.  See below for some of the best explanations of life in that University town.
  • The pain Vanauken goes through - and the faith with which he faces tragedy - are far more than "tear-jerking" or "heart-breaking."  None of those cliche's will do.  This book touches something far deeper.


One reason you maybe shouldn't:

  • It has very, very sad parts.
Great quotes:

Love is the final reality; and anyone who does not understand this, be he writer or sage, is a man flawed of wisdom.
We saw self as the ultimate danger to love, which it is.
Coming to England was like coming home, coming to a home half-remembered - but home.
"That's what Oxford is, a place to talk about everything..."
"This, you know, is a time of taking in--taking in friendship, conversation, gaiety, wisdom, knowledge, beauty, holiness--and later, well, there'll be a time of giving out... Now we must store up the strength, the riches all that Oxford had given us, to sustain us after.  She stood there, Oxford, like a mother to us all with her hands heaped with riches."
I tended, indeed, to feel that God Himself dwelt in Oxford, His holy city, where He could hear the bells.
He had been wont to despise emotions: girls were weak, emotions–tears– were weakness. But this morning he was thinking that being a great brain in a tower, nothing but brain, wouldn’t be much fun. No excitement, no dog to love, no joy in the blue sky– no feelings at all. But feelings– feelings are emotions! He was suddenly overwhelmed by the revelation that what makes life worth living is, precisely, the emotions. But then– this was awful!– maybe girls with their tears and laughter were getting more out of life. Shattering! He checked himself, showing one’s emotions was not the thing: having them was. Still, he was dizzy with the revelation. What is beauty but something is responded to with emotion? Courage, at least, is partly emotional. All the splendour of life. But if the best of life is, in fact, emotional, then one wanted the highest, the purest emotions: and that meant joy. Joy was the highest. How did one find joy? In books it was found in love– a great love… So if he wanted the heights of joy, he must have it, if he could find it, in great love. But in the books again, great joy through love always seemed go hand in hand with frightful pain. Still, he thought, looking out across the meadow, still, the joy would be worth the pain– if indeed, they went together. If there were a choice– and he suspected there was– a choice between, on the one hand, the heights and the depths and, on the other hand, some sort of safe, cautious middle way, he, for one, here and now chose the heights and the depths.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Ahhh! I just finished the final (?) read through of my application materials.

To submit tonight or wait till dawn?

Thursday, January 12, 2012

With just 8 days to go, I got the final confirmation this morning: all 3 of my references have been submitted.

Shaaaaba!

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Just thinking about which college to list as my preference...


...pleased to say this is one of the top considerations.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Statement of Purpose

So, Readers, I have a favor to ask of you... I know this is long, but I'd really appreciate your comments on my statement of purpose. Some of my professors have already given me their revision suggestions (which I've carried out), but I'd love feedback from other people I care about. Plus, I thought this would give you a fabulous glimpse into what I'm hoping to study. Without further adieu, the statement:


As a teenager, I read Pride and Prejudice for pleasure, not knowing what an impact it could have. While I later read Sense and Sensibility, my first academic approach to Austen was not until a freshman course where I was assigned Northanger Abbey. Studying her time period and writing style piqued my intellectual curiosity and I knew I needed to read more of this unique author. Over the next year, I read her remaining three novels, and, as I read, it became more obvious that I wanted to study Jane Austen in depth.

That fall, in a class where we looked at Pride and Prejudice through a Marxian critique, my professor encouraged me to pursue graduate school. He told me that I was answering questions with questions—a sign to him that I was ready for the next level. At his suggestion, I enrolled in a graduate seminar.
A junior surrounded by graduate students, many of them teaching as well as attending classes, I easily felt intimidated. However, my time in the “Trans-Atlantic Age of Revolution” seminar taught me so much about formulating intellectual opinions, about the late 18th Century, and about graduate school itself. I wrote my seminar paper on a quasi-radical reading of Jane Austen’s Pride and Prejudice. After critiquing some of the arguments in Marilyn Butler’s Jane Austen and the War of Ideas as well as drawing from Claudia Johnson’s Jane Austen; Women, Politics, and the Novel, I was able to begin defining the framework of my reading of Austen’s works—a spirited young woman redefining class. I saw her works not as revolutionary, certainly, but definitely as progressive. She cultivated stylistic developments, especially free-indirect discourse—a key to the development of both the Modern novel as well as the Modern man. More importantly, though, she redefined what it meant to be a gentleman, from a statement of status to a commentary on behavior. While challenging, this course was one of the most formative of my experience at the University of Washington.

While in school studying the English novel, I have also fallen in love with studying Ancient Greek culture. I graduated from a Classical Christian high school where reading Homer, Aeschylus, and Plato; learning Latin; and training in Aristotelian Rhetoric were universal requirements for graduation. So when picking classes for my first quarter of college, Classical literature was a naturally safe choice. Not only did I excel in the class, I loved it. A few courses later, I decided to minor in Classical Studies. The experience of studying Classical culture, art history, mythology, and literature has been a delight, but, more than that, it has thoroughly equipped me for interdisciplinary study of the Neo-classical and Romantic eras because of their response to Classical art and thought.

As I pursued both a major in English and a minor in Classics, I received encouragement from multiple professors to pursue graduate school. One of these informed me of the St. Peter’s College Summer Study Abroad program and recommended their course, “Reading Jane Austen.” It sounded like a dream: studying at the oldest English-speaking University in the world, in the very geography of Austen’s narratives, studying my favorite author. I applied and was accepted for summer 2011.
The summer I spent in Oxford changed my life. While there, of course, I learned quite a lot about Austen and her context, from the financial uncertainty our own times mirror to the way in which she responded to the literary climate of her day to the influence war and sickness, location and culture had on her writing. Writing three research papers during this short program also exposed me to several more Austen critics, especially familiarizing me with the works of R. W. Chapman and Lionel Trilling. I also learned so much from my tutor, Dr. Catherine Dille—not only about Austen, but about my capabilities as well. She challenged me to set my sights higher than I had previously and, specifically, to apply to Oxford.

Having this experience also showed me, by contrast between Oxford and the University of Washington, more of who I am as an academic. I learned that I tend towards New Historicism than a New Criticism. I realized that, while I appreciate the theory I have learned at my alma mater, especially in their English Honors program, I do not thrive on studying theory. I want to read and research and draw from the texts rather than simply read a work through Marx’s glasses or Freud’s glasses or anyone else’s. It taught me that I place far more value on the past, that I still believe in the possibility of a text truly being elevated to a “classic,” and that I was more suited for a more conservative and interdisciplinary approach to education. For these reasons, and many more, I found myself at home in Oxford. That being said, I believe that the American education I have received—with its focus on critical perspectives, literary theory, and 20th and 21st century literature—will allow me to represent why the study of Austen is still pertinent and applicable.

By applying to the M.St. 1660-1830 course, I hope continue an interdisciplinary study of the English novel and specifically Jane Austen. Even after studying what I have of her, I still have questions about Austen’s unique place in the literary canon. I am interested in the projects of Kathryn Sutherland and Fiona Stafford and their works that see Austen in the light of Romanticism. I would also like to look at the influence and connection to other authors in her works. For instance, I am planning on writing my honors thesis on the link between Shakespeare and Austen, despite being of different genders, times, and genres. Finally, I am still very interested in studying the degree to which she was a conservative or a progressive. After investigating these and many more questions about Austen and the English novel, my hope is to obtain my D.Phil. and become a literature professor. I read once that books come alive “not only when read, but when shared.” This being true for me, I want to impart my passion for literature while remaining a life-long student.

Friday, December 30, 2011

The last few days have been so very Oxfordian.
It's enough to make a girl cry =')

On Wednesday, I finally met a girl who I had heard went to Oxford the summer before I did. Our conversation over favorite places and memories ended with both of us near tears.
Last night, my dear friend Kristina called me just to say "hi." Miss her like crazy!
Then today I got to meet someone who went to Cambridge but visited Oxford.
So all around, I miss it and I'm dying to go back... I think this was the motivation I needed to finish my application (just 3 weeks left =\ =)

These pics are some my friends have taken of the city I love:
A view across Magdalen's entrance with St. Swithun's Quad in the background

Magdalen cloisters


Magdalen & the tower from Addison's walk
[photo credit: wm]

St. Mary's of the Virgin and Radcliffe Camera
[photo credit: mm]

Monday, December 19, 2011

Goal for the day: compose a draft of my statement of purpose.


[why is this so hard??]

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Currently researching and trying to make a decision on which college to apply for within Oxford... woah! Way too many amazing, beautiful colleges to choose from. It looks like all but 1 offer the program I'm applying for. My response, "Uh... Jesus, you pick!" This might happen, too. You get to list 1 college preference, but they'll move you to a different college depending on space, funds, etc.
Well, we shall see =/ =)

Monday, November 21, 2011

So, some of you know already and others have probably guessed, but I just wanted to make it official. 

I'm applying to Oxford.

The program I'm looking at is a 9-month M.St. (Masters of Studies) in English Lit. It is not quite equivalent to an M.A. but it would qualify me to go on for a Ph.D., which is the ultimate goal.
Please pray for me, if you think about it. The application is due January 20--less than 2 months! I have some wonderful people helping me, but there is so much to do. I seriously feel like I've taken on a 5th class. Between meeting with 1 or 2 people a week and sending emails, drafting my CV, sending more emails, and thinking about my Statement of Purpose--its a bit overwhelming. 

But, I know He's called me to do this and I know that He is faithful.
I've definitely been reciting Oxford's motto a lot lately: "Dominus Illuminatio Mea." 
God, enlighten me.

This has been such an incredible journey already and I can't wait to share more about it with you guys.